Monday, December 31, 2007

New Years sklog; recent lapses & failures


Fairly pleased with 2008 New Years sklog; a kind of symbolic survey of the state of my life and mind; probably the major opus of my art career. Und so...
On a less positive note, 2007 was a fairly degenerate year for movies and books, and the polar ice cap continued to recede.
Also, I myself wallowed in failure - again - and allowed my current fantastic novel project to wither and die through neglect - again - something for which I'm not proud and will probably try to forget about by denying it loudly at parties and family socials until I've even started to believe it myself because I'm afraid that if I argue with myself and try to bring it up that my self will start talking really loud in the middle of the party and behave like an ass with the hostess and drop chip parts in the guac and dribble on his shirt and break the toilet and it's better to just keep pretending that everything is fine even though I've had it and I just can't stand it anymore.
I've also not really been keeping up with the sklog, which is really supposed to be weekly, but I haven't exactly been wasting my time because I've reached four hat level in my crossword book and how likely is it that anyone besides my mother or my wife will notice if a sklog stays on the page for longer than a week?

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